Question by ohbby: My parents are getting rid of my dog, Sadie, and I can’t deal with this pain anymore; I’m deteriorating?
I am miserable… just last month they got rid of Zoe, my other dog. Two years before that they got rid of Bernard, and before that Freedom and Cosmo. They get me dogs… I bond with them and then they get rid of them for no reason, just to have less. Then they buy more and it’s the same shit over again. I have some mental issues so a dog is really the only thing that keeps me from considering suicide and going into episodes or a deep depression that leaves me lying in bed for days. Sadie is something special to me, she follows me around the house. When I go into the bathroom she paws to come in or waits outside the door, she sleeps right next to me every night, in the morning she wakes me up by pawing at me and licking my face.
I walk her and play with her, I love her so much. She’s literally my best friend and I don’t want to be… “here,” alive, if she leaves my side. I’ll have no one to hold or make me feel better if I get depressed, then I’ll just spiral downward. I fear for her being miserable with her new family (my grandma). I think about how my Grandma feeds her dogs human food and how they get obese, and then I think about Sadie’s arthritis and how it’s be ten times as worse if she were to grow obese like that. I just don’t know what to do… I can’t talk to anyone in my family. My father has cancer so he never really talks, and if he does it’s to his daughter. I am adopted, and I just feel.. awkward when I try to express myself to people especially when my parents told me I should have never been picked.
My mom is just… a drama-starting whore. I have no idea how to get in touch with a therapist, and even if I managed to I’d have no way of getting there, I have so much shit bottled up it makes my head pound. Sadie is leaving this week or next week, what will make me feel better, or what can I do? I’m sure I came across as attention seeking or “emo,” to a lot here, but I really have no one to talk to.
@Tapping
“Troll” is such an unfitting word for a grown-ass woman, or who I assume to be. Tell me, how would I be trolling? What in my question is a trolling statement? Do you even know what a troll is? Someone who stirs and ruffles feathers on the internet and those who flame others for their own amusement. Why would I waste my points on this just to “troll,” especially when nothing in my post is trolling? You’re the troll, now hop off.
Now enlighten me.
@Raymond
Thanks… I wish I could visit her, if my grandmother was close I wouldn’t be as depressed. I live in NC, my grandmother FL. That’s a long, long ways away. About 400 miles I think? I tried using the, “If she goes I go,” but my dad just said, “good,” so it really didn’t help any. The only way I feel I will ever, EVER get through to my parents is by physically harming myself.
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Answer by Raymond J
hi,you are not in a very nice enviroment,family members putting you down,put the hard word on them and get the message accross,no this is my dog,i feed,bath,walk etc,if she goes i do,if that doesnt work then you can still see her and visit your grandma alot to spend time with her and away from the verbal abuse,you are a human and are here for a reason not to be bullied,merry xmas and hope it works out for you,
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